Today a year ago, I was lying unconscious in a Mercy
Hospital operating theatre at the hands of Dr John Dunbar, about to undergo a knee osteotomy to realign my left patella. It's not often I remember what I do on certain dates, but this day I will never forget.
At the time it was the most painful, uncomfortable and
horrible experience I had ever had. I spent every minute of that time wishing
so hard to be able to walk, ride my bike, or even write an exam. I hated everything about the situation. What I hated the most was the transformation
from racing around the country at Nationals to not even being able to walk - it
was really difficult for me to accept the fall from grace.
Today I reflected on everything that has happened since
that day last year. What I didn't know at the time, was how that one experience
would set me on a path I had never even thought was possible.
Sometime after the surgery, I decided to turn my thinking around. I decided not to hate the situation, and instead treat it as an
opportunity, to see what I could learn from it. I began learning about the
procedure, studying surgical text books and asking John endless questions about
what he actually did. I was trying to figure out how I could get back on my
bike as fast as possible, but in doing so I become really interested in the
Medicine itself.
Fast forward six months since the surgery and I had fractured
my clavicle in a road crash, sustained a concussion and attended to various
friends in mountain bike accidents. Hospitals, ambulances and injuries were
popping up everywhere; I was no longer afraid of needles and spent more of my time learning Physiology instead of Macroeconomics...
It finally occurred to me that all of these situations
and experiences were occurring at a remarkable rate, as if something was trying
to direct me towards the Medical field. It was in November when I discovered an
opportunity to join Wellington Free Ambulance as a Volunteer. It was something
I knew nothing about; I didn’t think it was possible I’d get through. Quite frankly it scared me, and that’s why I
went for it.
Reflecting on this past year, I’m so glad to have finally
discovered my passion. Without that experience in surgery, fracturing my
collarbone, fracturing my wrist, sustaining 3 concussions in one year and attending
two mountain bike crashes, I don’t know I would have gone down this path, but I’m
so glad I did.
Next week I’m catching up with John to discuss whether I
should study Paramedicine or try for Medical School…. Who would have thought?
